Friday, February 04, 2005

long week

Long week, been in a bad mood all week long. Not happy about the visitation arrangement with Diane. I'd rather she just stayed gone. Glad she didn't come over on Wednesday as she had planned. Maybe she "won't be having a good day" on Saturday also and she won't want the kids that day.

Bought a new video game on Tuesday after reading about it on wired.com/news, "Oddworld: Stranger's Wrath" and I've been playing that in the evenings a lot. Good game. Very absorbing. When things go wrong, play video games... if you can find a good one...

Get the kids up around six again. At least today is Friday.

Not feeling happy. Difficult to remain upbeat this week.

I'd like to pull the weeds from the former lawn area and amend the soil. Fill the planter boxes and plant those. Plant seeds of all kinds right away. Weed the front area and plant seeds there that can't be transplanted, some seeds are happier sown in situ.

Today Flynn is going to his friend's house after school, then I'll pick him up and Mrs. Klein will bring a wooden picture frame over for Flynn to sign with a wood burning tool as a gift for Mrs. Haberbosch.

Not satisfied lately, this hasn't been a good week, frustrated, worried and unhappy.